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just another broken soul trying to survive in hell. eating disorderd. depressed. read my about me if you want to know more. i am not and never have been pro anorexic/bulimic. I know the true hell of a eating disorder. thinspo is not appreciated here.this blog is not for 'pro ana' crap or encouraging others to develop a ED. if you are pro-anything you disgust me.
in all honestly, i feel dead 99% of the time, so what the fuck is the point anymore?waking up hurts. smiling hurts. i can't even cry. too numb for this world. i don't belong
btw- i dont own any pics nor do i claim to. if i repost something instead of reblogging it- sorry i got it off and didnt know who to credit! thanks :)
Before I met him, I would dance in the shower. When he was in my life, I would think about showering with him. After he left, I would sit on the ground in the shower and cry. When I got over him, I showered so quickly there was no time for dancing, fantasies or tears. Someone can invade the smallest parts of your life, you won’t even realize it until you dance in the shower again and wonder why you ever stopped.
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This really touched me

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Everything you love is here


Everything you love is here

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I am learning every day to allow the space between where I am and where I want to be to inspire me and not terrify me.
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